Ever since I was a small child, I had a sense that my connection with a greater power was something within me, that I would need to look inward for.
That if I wanted to incite change in the world that it had to come from within me, and that I had to embody that change in myself first before it would actualize in the world.
As I got older, this knowing was still within me, but I didn't know how to utilize it or connect with it. I realized there was too much interference in the way that was keeping me apart from myself.
I became extremely sensitive and insecure, concerning myself with the opinions of others.
I spent years questioning whether or not I would ever be able to heal from early trauma I had experienced and live the life I imagined for myself. It felt insurmountable.
I knew I was meant for more, yet couldn't for the life of me figure out how to show up differently from the emotional programming that had shaped me.
There was a part of myself that easily connected to what felt true and right for me. I felt supported by this feeling and always knew that no matter how dangerous life seemed, I was some how protected through it all.
Yet, when it came to relationships and connecting with others, I struggled to fit in and find my place in the world. It seemed the more I tried to make it right, the deeper I fell into a life that no longer resembled what I aspired to be.
It took me hitting rock bottom before I could begin to see my way out. Eventually I had to shed everything and re-create myself, but I discovered a natural way to do this that didn't feel forced or scary.
With all that I had endured, I began to see that every challenge brought another valuable lesson and if I persued that lesson, I would gain the wisdom and courage needed to live true to my heart.
I began to develop my own tools, that opened my eyes to a world I had only ever imagined was there.
The more I untethered myself from the past, the more I began to tap into the profound love within myself that had always been there waiting for me.
My dream is to help and encourage others to find this same power within themselves, so that they too can become the change they want to see in the world.